-=[ ANGELA ]=-

2011-08-05T18:48:00.001-07:00

Somewhere out there ...

Will there be someone understands me ?

Be there for me ?

Encourage me ?

Simply ...

i want my life to be full of excitement

2011-08-05T18:46:00.000-07:00

If you fall for someone whom were ur idiol and you knew him in person .

What will you do ?

Tell him ?

However you knew both of you will never be together ...

Will still give it a try ?

2011-07-03T19:55:00.000-07:00

i tot i forget u .. but once u start talking to me again .. my heart melts for u again ...

but i knew not as crazy as last time ...

u still show not a single sign that u likes me ...

how many times i need to tell u ... if u dun like me ... pls just reject me .. then to make me hold a slight hope to it ...

y

2011-06-17T22:10:00.000-07:00

dead ..

i m still missing u ... at time to time ...

e way u held my hand on e day u help me celebrate my belated bday ...

hahah i sick for so long ... is it love sick ????

lol ... i m just kidding la ...

i noe u dun bother to read my blog ... so i m safe to post anything here ... hehehehe

simply i miss u ... deep down in my heart ...

yup someone did let me missed him too .. however same thing ... we r just friends ... nth else ...

i dun think i stand a chance towards him too ...

likes him cos we shares more interest .... n clicks in a way ...

2011-05-30T19:31:00.000-07:00

I Missing you ...

i fully understand there is NO such love ... between us...

i am working hard to let go of you ...

however at times i just simply miss you... nothing much ...

i m sorry... i cause so much trouble for u ...

from today on wards, i will not msg u " i miss you"

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hmmm ... Working hard to slim down !!~~~ FOCUS !!~~~ I WAN SLIM DOWN!!~~~~~~ N BE PRETTY !!~~

Hahahaa ... i believe i can ... n i know i can !!~~

2011-05-24T18:18:00.000-07:00

Happy happy got new friend le ...

Erica ... hehehe ... she is e one i first met and dun really have gd impression ... however as e time goes by ... notice ... not as bad as i tot ... n we seriously click in ways ... hahaha ...

just notice ... like all my close sisters ... all first impression

fion also like this hahaha ....

hoping our friendship can last long ... ^^

2011-05-24T18:16:00.000-07:00

Stressful Days ahead ...

Fighting ...

Sickness ....

Help ........

2011-04-10T18:05:00.000-07:00

hmmm ytd when sentosa w new cell group ... became lobster ... hated it .. reason cause gt e mark of my tank top ... =.= i dun mind bikini ... mark .. but but tank top ... really arrgghhh ... there a lot of nice ppls .. except someone i still cant accept ... e behavior let me felt that she is very inmature ... there have a little gal my fav ... xuan xuan ... her action let me felt that she like me last time ... talkative ... playful ... mischeavous ... like to be strong ... hehhe ... fall down ... also dun wan let ppl noe n worry for her ... is like wor ... nowadays kids fall down a bit will cry like mad .. she is like ... cant cry cant cry .. if not cannot come out le .. hahah same like me man ... so cute .... her fav words .. zai lai yi chi hahah

2011-04-04T00:38:00.000-07:00

ytd i was so touch by shane .... he didnt do anything special ... we were just chatting about our past ... to share w Ebbe ... Ebbe : so Angela is strong one taking care of the guys .. Angela & Shane : No.. Just sometimes they will listern to Angela ... Angela she still to be taken care of and to be protected by the guys ... to others ... i am always the one to take care of the rest .. be strong for them , care for them , taking care of them ... making sure all the things is nice and ready for them ... But deep down i also wants to be woman whom been protected by e rest ... however for where i am ... e environment makes me knew that if i dun be strong and all .. i will be dead ... long ago ... Still my dearest buddies Shane & CK knew me best ... Shane still dun really supportive for what i gonna do for CK .... As it will affected my future ... however he also knew i will do whatever i can for CK , no matter what ... Hugs to both of them ... with them i m happier ... hahaha ... more cheerful ... yeah

2011-03-28T19:40:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i had sign on e paper ... for my buddy... n i will keep e one i like deep down in my heart... i think no one will understand why i will sign ... all said cos i loves my buddy more ... but if i dun help him, who will ... am i right .. since e one i like no reply from him after i asked if i have e chance to be his gf ... now most of e time i saw him will be when he is with his friends ... so its harder ba ... n i dun think he will accept it also ba ... for my buddy gives up my future in love ... i m afraid to get hurt again... his no reply already hit me badly ... no need another one any more ... to hurt me ...

2011-03-24T17:38:00.000-07:00

Hmmm had e same dream again ...

this dream were I was in a room n wearing a wedding grown like dress ... waiting to get marry n i can feels that deep down in my heart ... is millions n millions unwillingness or should i say i am hopeing /waiting for someone to bring me away ...

this dream happened a few times but all were years ago.. e first time were a guy propose to me when i m 16 just after my N level ... have nice feelings w him but not to e extent to get marry at such a young age for him ...

another were around 18 n around 21 ... so both i left e current bf at that moment ... n once more last yr ... n i brk off w my that current bf at that moment ...

tue night i had this dream again ...
wed night i told jayme jie ... that i had e dream again .. n she felt that i think too much again ...
n thurs really someone asked me to marry him again ...

hahaha i can predict what will happened ... but should i agree to marry my this buddy ... as just to let his mom happy ... is a fake marriage in a way ... but we will really get ROM n have a house... lol but he paying for everything of cos ... n when i have a bf n wanted to be w my bf then div w him ...
my this buddy is a GAY ... n know him for years ... what kind of person he is n all ...

last time i have a mindset that if i dun get marry , i will buy myself a house or condo ... n when at night i need someone to make me fall asleep... i will ask him ... but now he ask me to marry him.. i feels weird ... even is just something to make his mom happy ... his mom is someone i love most, cares most n miss most too ... i use to be closest to her than my own mommy ...

i used to brk off w bf because of my this buddy .. cos they looks down on GAY ... n all ...

my this best buddy is more important ...

but currently i fall for someone ... i noe i like him already ... to e extent like how much i used to like bao ... that kind can just keep deep down in me forever that kind ...

haha ... but will he ask me dun get marry w my buddy ? will he becoming to take me away ?? i dun think so ...

2011-03-14T18:03:00.000-07:00

Hmm going back to Church soon ... but dunnoe which church ...

suddenly felt like praying to god to give me a shorter life ... or end it asap ....

since young hoping she will loves me more ... but until now still cant ...

why m i so ke lian ?? always asking ppls to loves me more .... or m i asking too much ??? too much to be love that no one can give me ???

i m attention seeker ... but fail to have attention...

she said she felt sharmful to have me as her daughter ...

is like who causes me cant have nice handwriting all thanks to her beating ... write will musscle pain n all ...

knee pain n all .... who causes it ... she is e one ... love beating on my joints ...

said i cant blame her for doing so cause she is my mom o.0

until now she still dunnoe e reason i run away from home .. is all because of her .. she tot is for bao hui ... lol ...

i m still tied down w e horror ...

i chose to come back n help them .. but she still e old her ... how can i get thru it ...

2011-01-30T07:16:00.000-08:00

Suddenly hoping someone to hug me on this cold weather...

i am alone...

i had walk out of his life...

ended up i m e one crying... lol...

Silly me... i am e one ask for brk up how can i cry ... so shameful...

Suddenly hope to be love but knowing myself dont want to be attach...

Who will willingly to loves me n asking no return ... NO ONE...

lol... silly me onli make sure of ppls ... haiz

how can i be so selfish ???? OMG ...

Drinking so much but yet cant drunk nor forget ... F UP LIFE I HAD

2011-01-28T21:03:00.000-08:00

我是傻女孩!!!

傻傻地愚蠢的爱

给了他唯一的爱

我不知道是不是很傻...

傻乎乎的爱他...

但无法得到他的真爱...

每当他说他爱我，我不知道应该相信他的话？

由于他的行为不符合他所说的相符............................

2011-01-26T19:15:00.000-08:00

" Its Complicated"

Wo bu ming bai...

you asked me .. why we loves each other but we cant be together...

until now u still dun understand e reason we broke up ???

almost a month after we broke up...

i wan someone to be there for me ...

sat you go out w ur friends i dun mind
but can u give me ur time on Sunday ???
like after my appointment making , u be there for me to accompany me ???

when we don't really meet on Sunday ... n sometimes on weekdays u dun even contacts me at all...

to last long not only LOVE EACH OTHER ... but accepts each other weak points

ur weak point is u always meet ur friends more important than me ...

which i already cant accept it any more...

i really dont want to jealous about u going out w other gals...

can we just brk n forget what happen between us ??

I REALLY WAN TO FORGET

u say wan meet me but u taking ur own sweet time ... what am i to u ...

u dun sms me ... just hope i will be there for u ? then who is e one be there for me ??? NO ONE .. NOT EVEN YOU ... cos cant find u at all ...

let go of my heart .. return my heart to me pls ...

2011-01-18T11:42:00.000-08:00

Just as i said !!~~ I am jealous ...

nvm ... i will learn to let go... then u also wun be so xin ku because of me ... SORRY ....

2011-01-18T00:16:00.001-08:00

25 Jul 10, 14:54

devil: The things we do will nvr be forgotten. I hope there still chance to be mend back.

but what have u done to me ??? chances given not once but why m i treated that way...

i m jealous about u n her but what right do i have ..

by just recall u brk w me e last time because of her ...

n u wan me to be like her ...

its just hurts ...

ok la... i will STOP LOVE YOU...

N FOCUS ON MY CAREER

take care , keep in touch ... DONT MISS ME ANY MORE... pls help me bring my stuffs back pls...

2011-01-18T00:03:00.000-08:00

wow been drinking for e past three days ....

omg man...

sat drinking w 4896 family

sun drinking w trey ...

mon drinking w lynn, Casper aka Ben, Jeremy aka lynn friend...

mon working for Ben... by helping him get stuffs for his company dnd ...

haha his smell so strong like last time when i first knew him ...

lol ... he treated his gf so good but keeps telling me he dun love her .. lie .. lol ...

when he needs me then call me for helps ...

then now ok la... he trying to be nice to me too ... hahahaaaa ....

but now i love his smell ... thats all i can say lol... hugsss hahaha bites his ears ... =x lol

Dont worry i will never fall in love ...

y cos .. i m PLAY GAL ... play gal dun put in loves any more ... but of cos i use my heart treat all my friends la n nice for them n be there for them ...

2011-01-17T23:55:00.000-08:00

i know u will read my blog ...

you want me to find another one .... i dont need ... i just like to be single n enjoy myself..

so pls go ahead n find your love...

but pls remove my stuffs or e stuffs i done for u ...

Dont keep e memories of us ... gals dun like...

Dont ask your new gf to dress my clothes or e style ... its hurtful ... ( you asked me before to wear her clothes n u said u like e way i dress like her... its hurtful.)

Dont dump her alone... at ur house ... dun trest her like ur pet...

i like my playful life now ... it maybe risky but i love it ... cos i dun wan to settle down ...

i m play gal k...

So see when u free , help me to bring my stuffs back to my house thanks ...

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2011-01-15T19:13:00.000-08:00

Last night gonna out w 4896 family @ Blu Jazz...

Its all along my fav place.

however ytd i felt moody...

Maybe ... Cos audrey asked for e her team to take photos ... N she kicks me out of e picture ... let me recalled what she told me on e day i do debief...

Maybe when we were making my way there... I told them , i noe e way... However Austin n audrey doubt my ability... I dont like e tones of e way they said ...

When reaches there, i tot i could chat w Alice jiejie ... but she is too busy...

Chatted w Jun jie ... he is my buddy man ... hahahaa.. cos we face e same issues ... i enjoy chatting w him...

Suddenly i felt like when i was sec sch ... hoping to stick w my buddy ... cos i got no one to shares my stuffs to ba ...

Listening ears are hard to find.. told andrew , he ask austin come ...

i know i should not be affected by audrey but i cant help it... which i hate myself for that ...

n i also felt i m selfish ... i m afraid Silbert will prefer audrey than me as a leader... lol right ... its a gd thing... maybe i m just hopeless ...

ai ya nvm la... as what austin say lor... they dun close to u or dun likes u ... as long u make sure they earn their money ... can le la ... ( my job done le ba .... i always said treat here as a family, i treat them like mine, if they dun so be it lor... also no choice ma ... as thats what always happened to me since pri sch ) get use to it can le la

2011-01-03T00:47:00.000-08:00

i still cant let go of u ...

omg ...

i still loves u ...

u seriously looks happier withouts me ...

Guess i made e right choice for you this time round.

I dont wan be your puppy any more...

waiting at home ... while my master gone out n play.. finally waited u back n just get a pat from u ... thats not what i want ...

i dont know why i still loves you so much

2010-12-26T04:59:00.000-08:00

i am running from e truth ... why r u e one wanting me to face it...

i know u dun remember what i said ...

then why u wan me to say it out ...

2010-11-20T09:17:00.000-08:00

I miss my deardear hugs...

i miss slping in his arms....

been weeks didnt le ....

is it he is tired of me ????

=(

2010-11-18T08:42:00.000-08:00

I am still hurts by what deardear told me ...

did he ever thinks why the first few months when we together i didnt really ask him down to my biz ...

i tot he had change after the short break out ...

but now he told me that i am cheating ppls money n all ...

i tot he will be supportive ...

however i am wrong again .. he didnt understand at all ...

i dont know ... i just felt super disappointed ...

heart so pain so pain ... but i had to act as per normal towards him ...

is like how can he says that ... no matter how my parents n family not supportive ... they also never say that kind of irresponsible words ...about cheating ppls money ...

if a couple cant understand each other or one party effort in what e person do ... will their relationship able to last ... n in future i also will doubt i will tell him more about whats going on in e biz ...

simply i just hate to share with him anymore ....

at the start i still e silly one tot finally we have common goals ... actually NOT ... suddenly felt i am so stupid ...

why am i keep crying whenever i recalled e fight with him ???

if everyone success so easily ... there will not have ppls like you still stuck in the RAT RACE ...

i hate you ... make me cried ...

i needed most is ur support ... But u r not there for me anymore ... once more ...

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In future, i will get back to last time e first few months of our rls that type ... just talk normal stuffs .. no more about my biz ... no more about my dreams my goals .... cos u will just take it as rubbish ...

is it luckily that we haven get marry ????

i will wait until e day u truthly understand n agree what i am doing ...

then only i will agree to marry ba ...

I LOVE YOU ... but Biz is my life since 2006 dec 4 ....

I am SORRY ...
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Hmmm good job ...

in future i will have no one to shares a single things ... =)

locked up for myself only .... for myself to cry . for myself to worry, for myself to stress , for myself to handle ....

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my head pain again ... heart so pain ... i dun wan to become dishearten ....

Help !!~~ any one pls save me ...

Dear heavenly father ,

i am sorry ... pls be with me ... be there for me ... i really needs u so much ... pls forgive my sins ... give me strength n wisdom on what should i do ... i had no one to turn to already ... i dont know who to trust ... i m lost again ... i am a lost sheep ...

pray all this, in jesus name, aman...

2010-11-17T08:01:00.000-08:00

Everything is confirm ...

Suddenly felt that we two should both focus on our career ...

i will do all ways to prove that i can do it ...

n its real .. not cheating ppls money ... I AM NOT A CHEATER ....

it felt so hurt when i heard it just now .... my tears just rolled down...

2010-11-16T11:35:00.000-08:00

I m lost ...

I dont know whats to do ...

keep or dun ...

i really wish to keep ... i knew deardear wants too ... however .. if keep we will bring more problems to us as it already did .. for e past few days .. we had been fight regarding money issues n all ...

i dunnoe whats to do ... n no one i can talk to ... HELP ... i really needs help ...

too much things is changing around me ...

i am dying ...

maybe i had said the truth to deardear which he dont likes ...

i also dunnoe if i dun keep it .. in future will i still able to face deardear peacefully not ... as will remind me e pain ...

i dont noe ...

i love him ...

but ...

i had lost my confident ... i dont know when will i lose him ...

as he said before if i dun change my temper i will lose him ...

so i had been controlling ... but its all causes me more to lose my confident in this rls .. if it really can last ...

as will he just dump me without i knowing ???

or having others gals behinde me ???

i dont noe ...

he will checks on my records like msn ...

first . is either he dun trust me or
second . he already have other gals but just trying to find reasons to dump me ...

i dont noe ... i m scared ...
i dont who to talk to ...

my heart pain ..

tearing ...

un easy ...

like any moment i will just leaves this world ...

2010-10-16T09:50:00.000-07:00

Hmmm talked to fion ...

n a lot of things been reminded by her once more ...

CHANGES ...

i need n must my changes will carrys on fully n detailed ...

never say die ...

2010-09-17T01:10:00.001-07:00

i hate myself

2010-09-01T20:18:00.000-07:00

1st Sept 2010 ...

after patch back e first anniversary ....

my deardear piggy back me just outside company... I am touch. cause i always wated my dear to piggy back me, dunnoe why.

even its just a few step but i m happy about it ... ^^

i will work hard to slim down more so deardear can piggy back me more hehehe xp

been busy so didnt prepare anything for him . sorry lao gong =( ...

will "top up" after finish our battle for our future... hehehe ... hugs

while on the way to CC...

he said out e points that he loves me about .. feel so touch ... ^^ haha n also e point he dun like about me ... throwing temper when i need more cares ... however i m used to it. n my impatient ...
=x

i love him ....

2010-09-01T18:06:00.000-07:00

i m stress up ... i m tired ...

audrey left to germany already ..

they always take that i m not working hard enuff .

i noe i m not a gd leader ..

i m doing my best to be one.. learn asap to be one...

everythings n everyone is giving me problems ...

each n everyone in my team giving me problems to solves ...

who can teach me how ....

i m really lost already ... but must keep it cool ... no emotional ... thats what they said ...

2010-08-30T20:07:00.000-07:00

Hmmm ...

hehehee .... excited in a way ...

why cause ... my deardear n i is planning to get marry .... !!~~~~ hehehee ...

last night we were having a chat on lorry...

talk about if he is e right one. of cos i m scare however this is my choice n i will never regert about my choice i had made.... just worry he is e one regert ...

He also wanted an outdoor ROM .... hehee ...

i m now looking at HORT PARK ....

hmmm wanted a beach one ... however ... i have too many idea in mind for my ROM ...

in a way ... i always wanted to be a wedding planner ... for my friends ... but not myself why ...

cos i never able to make myself believe i will get marry one day ... hahah even i love kids so much ...

but right i need to plan first so i noe how much we need to save ...

n how long will we able to see it ...

n i noe right this moment i need to fight for my target ... but dun worry i didnt lost focus ...

a lots of things happened... make me lost abit ...

but as andrew said just focus on e solutions ... n everything will be fine ...

WTF i called up Starhub my bill is $886.16 ... i didnt receive e bill for months .. n had accumilated till $800++++ ... haiz nvm la .. slowly pay back lor ... hahahahaaa .. dunnoe wth happened too but ok la

i love my deardear ... no matter what happen ... if really e case that my bf earning little then i worked lor ... to earn to cover back e outstanding amount den .. since he dun mind i earn more but he still wanted to pay more haiz ....

hoping he will understand its ok at times let me to feed him ba ....

2010-08-30T00:24:00.000-07:00

calling n calling

i hate my phone lost

when i m fighting ...

n i need it man ...

not enuff numberss

how omg

2010-08-23T18:04:00.000-07:00

Great successs last night for my deardear ...

so happy for him.

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hmmm forgotten to bring keys.

slept at dear house ...

dadd called up mommy called up ... horrible morning ...
thurnder storm at home ...

thurnder storm happened on car ...

can see how much i dislike my mom...

daddy n mommy said almost the same thing ...

however daddy i will just forgive ... n be cool..

for mommy case... sorry ... i will keep it to heart ...

she said why u wan him... why u wan to marry him...

u have bright future ... marry him in future no money for ur kids when they were sick dun come n find me ...

lol... if i get out if e house i dun even wanna come back lor ... for goddness....

all knew i m dying to leave her ... will her still dumb dumb come back for her ... sometimes even thinks that yup even she pass away i also dun even wan to see her ... n without REGERTS ... thats how sad she is as a mom for me ... cos when ppl trying to think of their mom all is e happy moment ... n yet with specailist wanted to help me so that i will not hate her n failed to do so ... they finally understand my mom how much had hurt e past few decades ...

n i m worth $10k ....

she said : ask him give me $10k as dowry n he can bring u home....

deep down in my heart .... hmm ok ...

first : once i earn $10k myself i will throw e $10k at her face n leave this home.

second : really no choice ask dear to to pay $10k , then i return him de money ....

as i said la ... whenever i wanna forgive her, she will do something to make me hate her even more .,......

once again she did it ....

i cant forgive her ...

n i scare of marry due to her ....

i m worry i will like her beat my kids for no reason just like her cos i had her blood in me .... thats how suck its !!~~

however i know i love deardear so much n i know he is e one for my life ....

but ... can i b a good mother ?

2010-08-22T22:55:00.000-07:00

hmmm a lot of things to blog about ...

alot of first time !!!

first time go oversea w my deardear

first time see deardear in shirt n pants !! OMG HANDSOME LEI ....NOwonder i fall for him so long lol .. hahha ... n now he is mine finally ...

first time see deardear n me having common goals ...

first time deardear atten my lesson hehehe ^^

first time overslept at deardear house until 6am =x cos sick ...

first time proudly telling everyone HE IS MINE BF !!! hehehe

first time buy shirts for deardear ...

enjoying every moment w him right now ...

started to plan for our future ...

hope to stay w him every min every seconds

i love him ...
and right now this moment we r fighting together for our future ...

n hehe 2013 want me to wait for him ...
waiting for him lor ... to ask e question ... hahaha

2010-08-17T20:27:00.000-07:00

hmmmm updates !!!!~~~~

Aug is a busy month !!!

when on holidays two times in a roll ...

to batam !~~~

hmmm shared room w a young lady name HOPE... interesting name ... an uni student 20 yrs old ....

when swimming for e whole three days w austin, audrey, fion , derrick, vic, qin wei....

drink drink drinmk but i m not allow to drink cos i m sick ...
sad =(

2010-07-28T00:07:00.000-07:00

this few days saw e effort devil put in ....

how were there is something that stopping me to back to him...

maybe my fear my worries ba ...

cos that six months were always worried about he will suddenly ask for brk up n all ...

however now let just goes w e flow ba ...

i need more confident n understand him more ...

now we have common goals i m very happy n finally he believe n trust in me !!~~~

last just do it !!~~~

2010-07-20T02:18:00.000-07:00

i suddenly feel i dirty n disgusting once again ...

this kind of things happened again !!!

oh gosss !!!

i cant believe it happened ...

someone i trust .... why ...

even my mom also trusted him ...

2010-07-13T18:31:00.000-07:00

I hate my itchy fingers ...

suddenly go n click on devil fb ...

n saw him posting his latest pictures... looks like without me in his life..., he enjoyed most ... my tears started to roll when i saw him posting him n his ex photos ...

suddenly recall e firsttime broke up were because he cant forget his ex ..

now e second time...

reading my dairy knowing myself for being silly for e past few yrs liking him n lovning him ,..

always tot that effort will be seen however its never the case ...

if i m someone will looks at his background n all ...
i will not even had started it ...

from e starts that most of my friends n family told me ... he dun suits me n all ....

but i just ignore all ... i dun dare to tell him what others said about us ... i think he will give up even earlier ba ... haiz ...

nvm

what i can do now... is focus on my career for this two months... its a make it or break it thingy ...

2010-06-29T18:30:00.000-07:00

hmmmm .......

i still cant accept e truth that he seriously want to leaves me ........

Our planning to get marry 3yrs later ....

planning to go genting ???

not fit to be my bf ?

if i really think it that way, will i even to start this rls to get both of us hurt?

2010-04-13T20:02:00.001-07:00

Looking for home sweet home ...

Which area should i move to ?

At first tot end of this yr then move however since my mom said that i drive her crazy and all ...

then i should move out in two to three months time first....

but deardear did asked me to move to his house as he is worry for me ...

planning.....

thinking how to design my new home !!!!

2010-03-21T20:42:00.000-07:00

Coming e third month anniversary w deardear...

a lot of things have to remember...

he is not a romantic bf, but he working hard to be one for ME hehehe =)

he dun club, so he allows me to go club w my friends n fully trust me i wun disappoint him =)

he dun sing, so i onli can go look for friends who sing to accompany me go ...

he onli eat western or chinese foods, however i loves to explore new tyoe of countries of foods and i have friends in mind to accompany to explore w me... i dun wish to see him to force himself eating stuffs he dun like... in e end he gets hungry when he gets home... kind of heart pain... nvm since he give in so much for me so this little i give in too shouldnt be a big problem...

however e onli things i still not happy about is his hp always low batt =.= when i needs to find him forever cant find him haiz ...
which makes me worries... nvm takes time to adjust myself or as i always get use to it hahaha

n i had get use to having him around me however past weeks i had get use to he is not around n i had to learn to be missing him n not affecting me in my want n desires of hitting my goals ^^

almost become emotionless person... haha

2010-02-02T19:14:00.000-08:00

hmm i suddenly felt me n alex kinda weird ..

We noe each other for so long ... like his behave can understand ... dun like to start a topice n all..

but whats happening in his life for e past few yrs... i will start to ask him ... n gets to noe more...

however my stuffs last time, i told him b4 but he never put it to heart.. like i want to have my own house .. but he dunnoe e main reason ... he just simply never ask at all... somehow ...

i m worried ... somehow ... how are we going to last long like this ...

2010-02-02T17:06:00.000-08:00

hmmm ...

ppl said i m attiude when i m trying always to be friendly n all..

m i that lousy ??

ppl dun wan to be my friends n show me attiude due to i m ugly when i m young ??

looks no one can control m i right ?

thats what god gave you ...

just feel disappointed ...

feel piss...

feel vex ...

feel unfair treatment ...

since young ppl said me ugly ..

i noe i m .. but wt can i do ?

attiude ? i m trying my best to change it asap... for a better me ...

why cant they just give me a chance ?

m i really that attiude ? ask urself ... who is e one starting all those attiude problems first ...

why should i be e one carrying all e blame ???

feel so f up... lazy to explain so much ...

dunnoe hw to tell bf also... nvm la... he also dun really 'care' ...
thats hw i felt la ... last night nt happy he also didnt notice .. haiz

2010-01-22T21:57:00.000-08:00

!Paging for BAO HUI !!

Dear dear !!!

I LOVE YOU !!

Thanks for giving me so much happy n sweet moment for e past few weeks !!

hehee i wanted more ... i will give u more too !!! ^^

We will work hard together for our future k ...

Love,
Bao Bei

2010-01-22T21:54:00.000-08:00

now my career !!!

this yr will be a busy yr for me !!!

now fighting fighting for my goals.

then march fair !!!
must do a gd one ... as alot ppl look down on me on this. i will prove to them.

fion is w me... audrey is w me ... crytal is w me ... marcus is w me ... kelvin didi almost to be w me ..
brenner is coming bk w me on e same team !!!
everything is going my way n plann!!!

but gt to speed up as too fast is growing !!!
JIA YOU @@@

2010-01-22T21:29:00.000-08:00

27 Dec 2009

This day was a very vex day for me.

Somehow gt to give a few ppl answers at the same time. Waited for someone reply.

This day i had said things clear between simon n me. This day i got together w alex.

Past month been contacting w alex quite regularly.

somehow when i w alex, i feel more comfortable n have a peaceful feeling in me. Enjoys e moment w him. Months ago he disappointed me. But this day when i somehow hind n ask him again to be my bf. he agree. hehe ...
i was very happy but at the same time worried if he is serious about this relationship... alot of things goes on in my mind..

thinking between trusting him or to doubt him... I Chose to trust in him n put my whole hearted to love this man again.

Now weeks over ... next week will be our first month ann.
everythings goes well between us. just that we have less time for one another due to our working hours. however both of us understand one another job needs.
i notice i love him more n more each day. missess him more n more each day..
n i afraid to lose him e second time too. even e last time is he dump me. however my heart still fill up by him... E last time he used to be very da na ren.. however this time round he changed for me here n there. like will be e first one sms me...( trys to be haha ) willing to meet my friends n i feel safe to intro him to them.
hehee willing to try all ways to keep him by my side. be a gd gf, be a understanding gf, be a cheeky gf, be a disturbing gf, be a helpful gf ... hope i can be with him forever. <-- forever this words, somehow i worried to type. as e last time whenever i said forever e rls will never last.

But i m willing to do all things to make it a forever between us.

i noe he dun read my blog.

i really hope everything between us will be fine ...
fights will get us closer n more understand one another thinking ...

finally can see him tonight ... i had bought him boxers hahaa .. cos when i pack his wardore his boxer hmmmm ok ... feel like buying new one for him ... =x hehe

2009-11-29T21:40:00.000-08:00

wakes up early is killing me ...

ytd wokes up @ 5am ... to get my butt out of my bed to prepare myself to marina barrage .. for ying qi bday=)

b4 going there i go buy 1 lighter for $1/= thats ex la ....

or i too long never buy lighter ...

alot of cab dun wan take me there cos too early sad .... make me late la ....

there were so nice la n all ....
haha
can be w my cells members ... everything also worth it =)

had alot of fun n laughter ... wohahahaha ...

but make me unconfortable is danny ... i noe he just wanna disturb to gave me his rose but haha when i w him he never ever gave me flower la ... if i not wrong =x hahaa
maybe still have abit of feelings thats why any hw think .... thats why i m learning to let go of him n simon ...

this two men make me suffer so much ... why should i still miss them ..

then i met Lawrence didi. almost qi si by him .. as he never do his hw de ...
at least look at him to do finish his hw if not ar haiz... dunnoe wt will happen to him ...

he is thinner than simon is like omg ... haha

we did had some fun haha ...

maybe lack of love tot of liking him but nono .. is a big nono .. before i kana kill by any one lol

2009-11-22T23:04:00.000-08:00

22 Nov

Today is a busy day.

Morning check out of chalet of my dear didi of mong family ... hahahaaa

After breakfast head home and starts to prepare to go out n all...

After so long this is my first time took 1hr to make up ... haha ... all were to make myself pretty for CK birthday at night cos i m not going to head home after i met andrew korkor they all at Harbour front .

At Harbour front , were chit chatting with andrew kor and xin jie .... time fliess ...

then i m late to meet andrew mommy at newton circle ... haha ... at there i gt to knew two new gals whom always hang out with CK daddy n andrew mommy ... They were friendly hehe ...but i shy to join in ... however i enjoy staying by their side watching them ...
Maybe i seldom gt the chance to b with my two buddies ba ...

Thats why even this kind of small little thing i also can enjoy so much ... i used to be their attention seeker ... whom ever gets closer to them i will angry n jealous .... now also will jealous ... why cant i have more time w them ... but maybe age n things make me grow ... now i no much time for them ... but in future when my time much more easier i will have more time to spend w them already .... so they better wait for me to success =) hehe

oh ya then after dinner at newton w CK , Sebas, Andrew , angelina and alicia ??? die i forget how to spell her name =x nvm when i have chance i will ask again ...

one new guy join in name gerald ? haha should be correct spelling ba ... one xdd lol ...

oh ya andrew , angelina n alicia when home

in zirca .. all e rest of us were so cold n keeps drinking beer n try to move around as much ...

starting were kinda boring

so kept drinking but hor seriously first time in my life in singapore whole night just keep drinking beer lo =.=

hehe whole night ck kiss me twice ... so weird .. but kinda like it haha cos my bad habit after drink feel like kiss ppl ... but nthing much me n him just close buddy friendship kiss haha ..
he always like this disturb ppl de so get use to it ..

xdd very cute he wan a handsome guy number but shy .. then me this da jie help him go take wohahaha ... wanna intro they two to noe one another he keeps running away ... but haha still very cute of him la ...

2009-11-18T17:12:00.000-08:00

Last night were chatting with Andrew korkor about some serious stuffs ... but also dont know why suddenly link to my love life .. lol ...

i told him i still have a bit feeling for my ex ba... if not why m i jealous about him taking close photos w other gals .. haha .. but he said nt worth me waiting ba ...

he said i will find a better one ...

slowly ba ... but of cos i not going let it affect wt i wanna do lo .. lol...

dunnoe la ...

love him love him nt ...

slowly find my guy ba ... lol ....

ht to me is no longer a issue but more of if the person can click w me n understand wt i wanna says ...

2009-11-12T21:27:00.000-08:00

Yesterday while looking at Simon profile in Facebook.

I dun noe why my tears rolled again ....

But i told myself to restart my life again when i rejected him for patching back.

Why m i still jealous when he took photos w other gals....

How funny m i ?

Today Sean gt gf also.. dunnoe why i cried also...
Haiz ... What m i doing ??? keep crying .. m i too stress ?? or single too long ??? feeling lonely again ???

I MUST BE A MAN .... NO EMOTIONAL MOMENT ...

I NEED TO FIGHT FOR MY STATUES ....

Kinda hate myself

2009-11-01T19:23:00.000-08:00

hmmm

haha
last night i disturb colin korkor ... he was doing his homework ... busy drawing cabbage ... hahaha

then he said u still no bf ar ... me go ns two yrs n now ord le u still no bf ...

then i said ya lo
why not u be my bf la ... haha then he said huh i now prepare for exam u ask me this ... then i ask ok lo after ur exam 27 nov ... hahaha

so funny la .. still can set timing de wor ...

..........................................................................................................................................................................
been busy w making appt ... hmmm.. this month something different .. i never say die until sun... cos i kept calling ma hahah ...

but ok la ... at least this weeks looks better.

now for mommy side must go give flyer le lo ... if not nt much job for them for this weekend lei

nov le ... christmas is coming but no invoice ... omg

2009-10-26T00:01:00.000-07:00

he replied le ...

he cant explain in words. when w me have a warm feeling but is a sister warm. but dunnoe why at the end cant resist.

when i saw that sms my heart really broke . i more of disappointed why gt to be him to be like the rest of the guys i know ... Why he is the one make no different from the rest.

Christian guys , non christian guys all the same ways towards me ... cant resist in a bad way . i hate myself ... i just wan someone to love who i m ....

i m nt pretty no prefect figures why is all this happening to me ...

Cause i m dumb, stupid, useless hopeless ....

2009-10-25T19:16:00.000-07:00

I hate myself for being easily falling in love w someone as long the person treat me nice.

whenever i saw alex my heart melted . the last time he said he misses me n i met him up for dinner n seriously really just half an hr dinner due to his friends called him to go cycling .

then i scold him, never ever say miss me if he dun mean it as its hurting to me. that day i stand by the taxi stand saw him drove away. my tears rolled down the whole journey back home.

n ytd he called me again
we go played pool again n lost to him again.

on the way home , he ask me to slp on his leg while he driving due to i m tired.
my tears rolled down again. n he hugs me too . i dunnoe why i m like this . my heart very pain .
i feel suck after meeting him.
he dun love me why does he do that to me. to give me a fake hope.

my heart already very weak againt all this .. why should he put me into this kind of shit.

i hate myself. to love him

2009-10-11T05:31:00.000-07:00

10 oCT 2009

On this very day , I got to atten three birthday celebration ... They were Joshua, Ying Hua & Ling.

Joshua and Ying hua both at Home Team NS Chalet, which were much more easier for me to run between the parties. In between them were playground which cover quite a big area w field.

At Josh's birthday, i am so called alone but i m feel alright as i know he is busy. chatting w joshua on bed side by side for awhile but were kinda shock that he turn to be a top. but ok... haha the next day morning i gt to eat porriage which he specailly cook for me .. hehe ... not bad .. gt pic but he dun allow me to upload haha as he is topless cooking ... =x haha

At Ying Hua's Birthday, i got to meet afew of my long lost pri sch friends.. Audrey and Jenny for the ladies group. Teck Wu and see heng the guy group.. oh ya still gt Guan yuan n hang yang that two were in their own group of friends...
When almost the end of the day , that group of guys belong to Guan yuan were drunk n made a lot of noisy which i cant really stand. but i control la .. as i m just a guest onli.

more to be contiune

2009-09-28T00:25:00.000-07:00

i still love simon ?

y once he add me in fb. my heart will pain.

let go of him man.

haiz.

should focus on my career .

forget about him. i mean nth to him. cos between me n his boss . he will wan his boss than me .

sad right..

haha ... no choice la. who m i man to him.

no one lo. just someone to disturb

all just play my feeling de.

shi cheng, alex, simon, jimmy, many more

cry out loud...
heart pain pain

y m i the lousy one witout any one love me

charmine said my mom loves me . fuck la my mom love me
i win toto le lo

2009-09-17T19:44:00.000-07:00

This few days i living in horror.
i dont noe why.

just suddenly feel so lost that when crying keeps calling out all my closes korkors n buddies name whom haven hurt me b4.

like ivan , ck andrew mommy, yu bin, shane ...
n i dun noe why gt a person face also keeps appear in my mind whom i feel comfortable n needs him but i just cant recall his name.

maybe is my imaginary friend ba.

i maybe strong but i also needs to be love n dote .

as thats what i wanted most but too bad my size since young no one really cares thats why now
i easily let ppls play w my feelings as long they let me feel loved i m fine w any things to by their side.
but end up i hurting myself more.

hmmm wanted to be love also cannot ... =((

shit tears roll down again lucky mom not around

2009-07-26T17:48:00.000-07:00

hehe ... i used to be someone who cares alot about my bf if he is a fatty not.. i dunnoe why i dun like my bf to be overweight. but ytd gt one cutie ... he really touch my heart so much in future i maybe dun looks at his looks but his heart n accept him...

n alot of things we were almost same heheee.... he same date bday as my daddy ... hehe 19 march... hehe ...

but of cos i wun forget my career =)

i will still work hard in it. we also agree we at least will meet on sunday after he wakes up n my church service.

i will read bible to him hehe...
by that i also can make sure myself to read bible daily =)

heheeee ...

cos me monday to sat nt free also =)
he also can understand it thats great man...

but i must focus on work this one week nt to worry.
if not austin korkor dun wan me le... my heart will break de wor.. n andrew korkor have put in so much effort to help me for pasdt few yrs.. i cant let them down any more...

so this new bf must wait la...

i need time to accept him n also i need time to hit my goals. =)

heheheeee gd think bright side... and i will be a MAN , NO more emotional =)

2009-07-20T01:58:00.000-07:00

Last time always dream that he will ask me to patch . Under my office w the softtoy i like or the flowers i like....

but i keep telling myself . i m as gd killing myself now.

now he use a different to ask for patch.

but he dun even noe what kind of softoy i like n the flower i like...

maybe the time is too short for a guy to understand n he ask for brk.

nvm...

Now is seriously all over ... =) trying hard to smile.

so long didnt affected by him. now today affect whole day due to him.

haiz ...

i think i still love him abit but whatever had happened cant be clean away

2009-07-19T20:18:00.000-07:00

haha my korkor read my blog .

now pestering me to bring me go out...

said bring me go see my fav stars n sea. then i said even worst .. cos my ex used to bring me to those places too ...

wohahaha i noe he cares about me la ...

but i need to face the truth ba.. let go of him

2009-07-19T19:02:00.000-07:00

Sun midnight ..

My ex, Simon . came n meet me .
asked me a few questions which i dying for him to ask few months ago.

But now to me all is pointless ...

i m badly hurt by him.

he also asked if rls can refresh

i was thinking if i kill a person will the person able to refresh back.

or should i said a glass once broken no matter how u stick it back the glass will still leaking water.

why not go n find a new galss. start a new life. will be much more better for one another . he also did called me up just to ask me to forget him so yup he should do that too.

i need a bf is a christian. he anti christian

i noe his parents really treat me very nice but still gt other things to think before everything .

now my heart was so pain n lost. but i have set my stand right. we will not patch. even i used to dying to patch . but nvm . i think that will b the best for both parties.

i dun wan to noe any more details about why we broke. even i dun noe the true reason but i rather stick to whatever reason make me agree to brk at that moment.

at first when i noe he wanna meet me. i was super worried that i will brk down n cry infront of him. but lucky i didnt. my ego help me uphold all ... my tears n heart pain.

maybe i still cant let go of him... but all is a must.

it will not be a easy thing for use to get back.
he need to do alot of stuffs .. due to that why should i make his life so hard to refresh. just find a new gf. n i find a new bf will be easier ba ...

maybe i will take alonger time to find another bf but it will b fine......

2009-07-19T19:00:00.000-07:00

Sun 19 july 2009

When out w my dearest friends ....

Starting i feel that i have lost the touch w them. thos close feeling we use to have..

but i still love them hehe..

n i enjoy every moment w them ..

photos will be updated soon hehe

my close buddies CK, Andrew n sebest.

DReam Guy hahah

2009-07-13T02:31:00.000-07:00

HaHAah ...

This few dAYs

keep thinking i wan to have someone to love me ....

maybe alot of stress this few days ...

i dunnoe why this few days dream about all my close friends ... their wedding ...

n i will be the lonely one .. haha ... maybe i think too much ...

nvm..............................

11/7/09
sat

i met kin man , her brother wayne and her mom for lunch to celebrated her bday..
we went to pizzahut at bedok interchange..

we kinda werid maybe too many yrs didnt meet le ...
but i promise her that this yr dec i will be there w her =)

no matter wt as go hk nowadays is very cheap heheee

after jin hong join kin man n me to shopping ... at pasir ris n tampines ...

then after i bought my chicken wing n when for cell group pot luck .. hehee

the food were a lot haha ...

we had a very full dinner ..

then we play a game to know one a nother better ..

haha i tricked some of them that were me hehe ... but ya la sounds like me ... likes to iron clothes n all ... sounds like me haha .... but too bad nt me la ...

we disturb Ming han n Kimbo wohahaha...
i laught until i knock my head to the wall behide me =x

sound evil of me heheeeee ....

MY bdays !!! of all this yrs

2009-07-03T18:41:00.000-07:00

About Bday ...

I starts to recall of my bday ...

when my ten yrs old bday , first time have a bday party w friends hehe ...
thats was fun hahaaa... i miss the olden days ...

sec 1 bday go ice skating .. haha

sixteen bday is at a bbq pit at pasir ris pk...
that was the time all my family, n all my close friends were there ...
in the list of attendents.
1 passed away.
a few lost contact.
a few were not as close like last time.
i miss all of them...

seventeen bday w 3 tall guys. haha.. cos i m short ... two 180 n one 190.
how can the ppl see me man.. when i onli 164.. =.=
thats story keep it next time la haha ..

eighteen bday by right very happy due to my pri sch gals.. haiz nvm la.. but after they left i still very happy .. but i dun blame them as they were still young at that time la ...

nineteen bday at home eat steamboat haha.. cos i love steamboat ... =)

twenty bday is at club nana... jie fu have a small share there =)
that day was so happy man, all the one i cares, i love were there ... even my cell u noe.. i was so shock .,. they were so supportive lor ... i was so touch . n sweet ... cos i received additional kiss from my ex on my forehead. when all our friends nt there i asked for one kiss.. i dunnoe why i love the guy i love to kiss my forehead. heheee.. werido.. but he tot i was drunk when i haven la ... =.= haha nvm still sweet n i miss it. of cos now he are just friend ...

twenty one bday ... celebrated into two days cos too many ppl i love liao haha...
chalet were flood. my friends n family were like different into alot of tables luckly ppls all dun mind.. =) hehe i never regert to have so many ppl man even tot is busy .. haha
the next day go celebrate w my cell group heheee.. go steamboat my fav !!! heheeee...

hmmm next yr bday what m i going to do ???

hope to have someone i love n all the rest i loves ones too ...

2009-07-03T18:35:00.000-07:00

Ytd day celebrated Jen bday =)

Super high man my cell group.

the guys were impressively high !!! like Kelvin n Ming Han. hahaaa...

Oh never forget our cell leader, Karen too. then i join in the fun w her awhile. hahaa

Hey hey, our cell gt two hidden talent man, Kimbo n Ming Han..
Both can sing well man in WII game...
haha

Some were asking me hey tonight need rush back to office.

By Right should but i chose not too. as i dun wan to miss up any one in my life which i care. Like my cell. i love them alot . its like i already missed one. so i not going to miss up . n of cos i will do even harder in my biz. hehee

Andrew had accompany me to start my promises . i really very thankful that i have such a good bro to be with me ... n of cos Austin Tan la ... this korkor ... also do alot n i made him angry alot of times le .,.. in this biz. =x so now i will start again learn again so i can gudie the rest better n hit my goals better, stable n faster ..... hehe

爱&缘分

2009-06-28T18:20:00.000-07:00

***爱&缘分***
１.她無聊時陪她〃
２.她難過時安慰她〃
３.男生要主動點〃
４.多約女友出去〃
５.不能讓女友主動約〃
６.讓她每天都開心愉快〃
７.要好好對待女友〃
８.順從女友的意〃
９.不要讓她傷心難過〃
１０.當她被欺負要立刻去保護她〃
１１.不要隱瞞女友事情〃
１２.不能背叛女友〃

爱一人

2009-06-28T18:19:00.000-07:00

爱一人

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

2009-06-22T17:12:00.000-07:00

Today 23 June 2009, Yu Bin's wake the last day.

I asked my parents to go Blk 500+ for breakfast so i able to pay him the last visit. Of cos my parents does noe that at first.

I want to send him off but i scared i will brk down.

My mom will not happy if i take leave again for him.

Hmmmm ...

How his wake there only three ppls lei.

i feel like going there to find him..

i kept thinking why sat i will dream that he back to live...

maybe i really miss him too much le ba ...

haiz ...

so hope that my mom will tell me .. Gal if u want to go and send him off the last time, just let me know .. but it just seem too big wish that will never be fullfill... haiz..

i miss him...

I will keep myself healthy n do more sports. hehe i will try to pick up jogging n run the route that he went b4. as to remember him . for life

2009-06-15T17:46:00.000-07:00

SINGAPORE: A Singapore Armed Forces (SAF) regular serviceman, who was in Taiwan to support the SAF’s training there, has died.
A statement by Singapore’s Defence Ministry says First Sergeant Ang Joo Pin was found motionless in his bunk in a Taiwanese military facility on Monday at 7.15am.
He was given immediate medical attention by a SAF senior medic and efforts to resuscitate him continued en route to the hospital.
The 30—year—old ammunition technician arrived at the hospital at about 7.35am and was pronounced dead five minutes later.
MINDEF says it will assist the family in their time of grief and is investigating the incident.
— CNA/yt

Last night while i still busy in my office. I received a sms from An Fu kor. He said I think Yu Bin Passed away in Taiwan.

Once i saw that sms straigth away gave him a call.... Its like cannot be him. Cannot be him..

Till now i still dun believe its him.

But how can same name, age, same department, same in taiwan n all.

Since sec 1 i knew him... he always the most healthy one.. seldom fall sick. small cute fit dark guy.

always sees him jogging around near my house.

and just last night all the memories comes back to me ...

he always wanted to go for a drink with me. but always our timing cant match.

is like we haven drink till we drop how can my big brother left me ...

how can???

we did said wanna go out walk walk again as i long time no time to meet him ...

if that news really is him... I will regert for life as i kept told him once i hit my goals will bring him out treat him drinks n gd foods... as last time when i always kana bully he is one of those be there for me........

no matter how far alway we are .. i know he still remember me this mei mei n he always is in my heart even he always likes to scare me w things i m scare of ... hahaaa ... like to suddenly say hey i like u lei ... can u be my gf and all ... i know its a joke. but i am scare of that hahaa ...

I dun wan him to leaves me ...

i miss the time we all three , yu bin , anfu n me walk all the way from our sec sch to my office... if take bus will take forty five mins. n w them i cant really keep the track of time as we enjoys the times together...

he always likes to disturb me as he knows i like anfu last time alot... then always called up n said hey u with an fu dating ar....

he just enjoys makes me feel blushing n disturb me...

he is a gentleman ...

when go out w him without fail he will send me back home to the door step.

he knowsi faces alot of problems.. n always try his best to comfort me n asked me to stay strong n even stronger...

thats why we r call the devils in band ....

he sometimes only me always haha ....

oh ya an fu also called the devil once b4 ..

been send back by this two korkors is my best time ...

n i still remember when he wanna take the exam to be in the bomb department .. haha i always disturb him... korkor i tell u must be becareful k.. i dun wan to play all lang sian for u ...

he dotes me alot...

2009-05-25T00:44:00.000-07:00

Hahaa ....

my mom makes me tot that i fall for my friends ... =x

First on last wed my kor Algernon sended me mine name cards as i ordered from him.

He helps up at his family printing business.

He already have gf ar.. haha ...

he is a nice guy la ...

then we went for dinner awhile then i go back to work.

my mom kept asking so where did he bought u ? then i said airport due to heavy rain...

then she like ask until tot we two were couple or wt la ...

fri my new laptop having problem going internet so i was panick as i need to go oversea on wed using that laptop so i cant let it have any problem...

then i went to irc n shout for help..

this guy came in a pm w me... i asked him for help and all.. so we met up that day. at first meet at parkway but due to nt sure if theres plug n all ...

so become at his house but dun any how think ar as i told my friends they any how think haha ...

he is a nice guy . we have common interests ... hhaaa

then when i need to leave his dad asked my name, n am i wrk or studying ... hahaha ..

next day i told my mom, my mom asked me which one more handsome then i huh.....

pls la one gt gf another dun have.. then she asked which more handsome then i said one fat n one thin which one u wan .. haha .. lol....

but they were my friends la ...

haiz they all scare i no one wants is it ... the most single forever like my sis =x

2009-05-12T17:11:00.000-07:00

Yesterday at national museum doing site job. been dump alone there. not sure why am i scare...
lucky blursheep accompany me on phone n also came down to gave me a helping hands... he is a nice guy.

haha daddy mommy asked me who is he... i said my friend la... what they thinking man... then asked me his name... all i remember is sheep sheep.... meh meh... haha... almost kana kill by my parents... =x

oh ya his name is edward yang ... =)

2009-05-07T18:36:00.000-07:00

hmmm disappointed...

i just been oversea for few days so many things happened.

i always wanted to do the biz with my close friends .

try my best to ask my close frien down .

i intro her the pdt first is for her health then wan her to earn more money too.

i am ok they join other group of ppl as we still in the same company. but i scare most is they join the wrong person n feel that this business is nt gd or nt suitable for them.

i just worry .. as i know this is a gd one...

i dunnoe whats to do ... kinda lost ... not onli because i lost one general but i also worry for them. just like that time i worry for mervin. haiz...

later i kana scolding again. they nt under me i worry so much haiz. let their leaders worry for them ba.... =(

is my fault that i never ask them faster
or should i say maybe my methods wrong? omg i have been here for so long.

i really have to start from zero before all my friends join other group n feel here is a bad one... i worry worry =s

2009-04-14T22:39:00.000-07:00

hmmmm

when will i found my love ....

hahaha

i know i wan to focus on career ...

maybe i too emotional depending on someone le ...

i like that kind of feeling that when i am tired or lost got someone there for me ...

but till now still no one...

that someone left me when i need him most ...

haiz...

that someone drop in ... but just treat me as back up plan ... lucky just close friends ...

n where is my buddies they all ...
i need them lei ...

but all gt bfs dun wan me le ... sad sad sad =( ... 3 times mean i really sad =(

i need to earn as much money for mom ... she wan to go holiday at italy too ...

air ticket one person 2.5k x 3 hehe dadd, mommy n me

hotel ... how many days lei ... hmmmm ....

2009-03-25T18:31:00.000-07:00

Simon he deleted me from his friendster just because of that miss summer.

i am sad n he warn me not to be a bad person.

he told me he wan put in his heart n soul for his career then why he gt time for that gal..

is it cos she in same company as him.

n i cant .

wow i really understand how silly i can be..

do all those things just to let him go all out for his career.

someone who loves baby ...

=)

heart had fully dead for him le ...

gd luck simon farewell le ...

i will put in all the way for my career not to worry wor.

i will never able to hate him.

i will just hate myself .

as once u hate someone means u have killed that someone in your heart.

i dun wan too do so

oh ya my old nick is summer_88 ....

i think i will not use back that nick ani more ba..

haiz my old blog is that nick man.

nvm pit ar in 2009 thanx to him => hehe (evil smile)

2009-03-25T00:41:00.000-07:00

Da minnie onli want to bring xiao minnie home .. thats all..

At first da minnie tot after da mickey n da minnie each hits their own goals will be able to get back together.

But Da minnie notice that Da mickey had like other minnie.

So to protect xiao minnie , she wish to take it back thats all...

why do da mickey have to ask so much questions?
When he already allow other minnie to bring xiao minnie home etc ...

Da minnie just to prevent her xiao minnie missing then want it back as that have meaning about da mickey n da minnie first day together ..... to her thats the most important memories n sweet times she had.

is it too much for her to ask for when? that time da mickey asked for brk up da minnie just agree at once n be understanding. so can he just let da minnie bring back xiao minnie ...

NOw da minnie gt to beg him to let her take back xiao minnie ....

the meaning will be different if she go other place n buy xiao minnie ...

cant that pig da mickey be understand for once .....

2009-03-24T18:28:00.000-07:00

Mickey had found his new Minnie ...

No wonder ask Minnie to forget Mickey...

Minnie hate herself.

Why she went to see Mickey's testi ?!

Minnie never know that, she was so useless that her tears roll down once she saw that testi.

She hate that !!!!!!!

So fast mickey changes... as she already know when mickey came n collect the driving booklet however she knows she still cant forget him...

When she first felt that he no longer love her, she told her close friends but they asked her dun think too much.

But she already lost the one she love.

Always he was the first to let go of her ...

All she can was to accpet the truth.

Minnie starts to think... is she really that bad ...

why guys let go of her so easily ...

Maybe she really cant have someone to love her ... like it had planned in her another name ... to be alone ...

=(

~~ BUSY with work again~~

2009-03-24T02:19:00.000-07:00

To be Love and not to be love..

Whats Love?

Am i someone easily be replace?

Forget or not to forget ?

Lucky or unlucky to love that someone?

Haiz ....

Sometimes just which that i didnt go see that webby.

then it will not affect me.

However, i am still pack with stuffs,so if it wan to cause an impact on me also cant already.

Finally i understand that meaning, as why do i need to pack myself with things.

So that this kind of things i will not put it to heart n carry on my life ....

Some ppl always says my blog is boring however i felt its how my life ...

my life maybe boring to someone but my life maybe someone never get to know =)

Be positive n now even much more positive mindset ......

Be strong than before ....

I can do it !!!!

Tears ... no more le ...

男人男人 ... i dun need one at all.
to kill my dreams or my goals .
better get out of my way.

2009-03-03T18:51:00.000-08:00

Haha ..

one test said that i will die on 2057 april 23 if i carry on my unhealthy life style . =)

hmmm
so i must take gd care of my health from now on hahaa ...

2009-02-10T18:02:00.000-08:00

Hmmm V day is coming ....

I only want to keep my night for the one i love ... Simon ...

But i dun think he will meet me ... as he need to go malaysia.

even he told me he had cancel ... but he disappoint me a few times already ..

so dun know wan to trust him this time round not ...

ya gt guys ask me out ...

go clubbing dun count as date for v day ... just a friend onli...

Still dunnoe what time finish work ...

Nicole lor wan meet my mom n i go her house after 3pm due to she wanna go her bf house the night b4 ... angry angry ... but i dunnoe how to tell her ... qi si le la ...

sat my mom dun like to work so late ..

2009-02-03T21:45:00.000-08:00

mickey had chose his career too ...

full hearted in his career ...

last night first time talk as close friends ...

feels heart pain at first ...

but i believe we will not regert what we had made .

carerr is important for our age .. n this is the year we waited for so long ...

2009-01-30T20:57:00.000-08:00

Disappointments

In Simon ...

My dearest bf ....

He had lost some of the trust i had for him..

I trust him that he had understand n accepted what i had told him before we attach.

First not to use our relationship to ask me join his company.

Secondly not to add my friends or family into his friends list without letting me know, as that shows he is trying to close my family members or friends into his company or he is trying to be unfaithful to me.

I am okay with him adding my friends or family members before letting me know n gt my approval .

Thirdly never said 'Eve is always need to listen to Adam, Just due to Eve is a woman !!!' I know in bible said that Eve gt to listen to Adam but that was due to is marriage. But still not all of the things needs to follow that and he dun want to become a christian so he have no rights for using any things related to bible.

Fourthly Why should woman give up their career for Man? Just because the Man is busy with work so he had no time for his girlfriend so want her to give up her career n go over to his company just to have more time together. If that's the case, whats time management?

However i know i love him. But if he really needs me to leave him that he will understand what he is doing right now is Big mistake . I WILL DO SO.

n Between Career and LOVE ? I WILL WANT Career !!!

I am Sorry. I have my own Dreams to full fill.

He was the one who said he can stand i am a working-holistic . But now everything had change ...

Between us there were our companies.(by him) A real lovers able not to talk about their work if its affecting them... But sadly he cant. (that's how i felt)

I even starts to think, does he really loves me or only want to target my group of friends so he will have higher sales ? (all this come about due to he had lost my trust, by what he had done to me)

2009 is a important yr for both of us ... Should i let him go, to go after whatever he wants? then if we still love each other than get back together ? At Starting he told me he will encourage me if i face setbacks but why now he is the one giving me all this troubles and he act as if nothing goes wrong ... until his boss kept asking him to intro me over ....

Wheres his stands in where he is belongs right now ????

Should be my faults... to be such a ego n career minded person !!!!

I love him.. I love you,simon.

He failed to be the right one for me in my family's eyes and my friends.

2009-01-17T17:46:00.000-08:00

Hmm

i enjoys the moments with mickey dear ....

hehe ...

Hope we two really can hand in hand last long ...

As this yr first time bring bf home to let daddy mommy see ...

Hope he can pass ba ...
= x kinda worry..

2009-01-16T22:28:00.000-08:00

Since young , I am a child never been love by mom.

Envy ppl with gd mommy ....

2009-01-15T17:33:00.000-08:00

After one week ...

Below were all the presents from dear dear , that he bought it in Hong Kong ... as our one week presents ...

I like it so much ...

But i still having a hard time to think whats for him...

hehe ...

2009-01-14T00:43:00.000-08:00

Tears of worries had just rolled down by itself ....

When someone at work, worries about her love one .

Her dearest told her that he will reach Singapore at 2pm.

But yet until now 4.45pm still unable contact him on phone.

She right now was hopeless and lost .

All she know was to keep on put her love one in prayers ... That he will return safe and sound...

Even the faith she had in God, still unable to claim her heart down ...

All those funny thoughts had been bumping into her mind ...

Like the fight gt delay.

he miss the fight.

Something bad happened to him?

Or he found a new love during the few days oversea ?

She really lost ...

2009-01-12T18:07:00.000-08:00

hmmmm finally dear dear coming back tml le =)))

hmmm why he tml come back le , i like misses him even more =x ...

why mom dun allow me to take leave lei ?

=(

miss my da mickey's hand =x hehe

cant wait to see him le ...

wow lucky he on ship enjoying life .. should not have ani internet for him to use ba =xx hehe ..

if not he say i miss him so much =x

but i really him him a lot =xxx opps

2009-01-11T22:29:00.000-08:00

hmmm

ytd met up with austin n andrew for appointment making session ...

they were very disappointed about fri that half way the meeting i left ...

my heart so pain when they said that they were disappointed in me.

i always trying my best to win their attention ...

i dun wan all my effort for the past few yr just because of da mickey then i got to lost ....

i never due to da mickey n negect my mentors n my business partners ...

when da mickey come back ... da minnie gt to say sorry to him that my career is more important .. so he got to wait for me to finish my stuffs in future ...

if he cant wait then too bad den ... i told him b4 hand that i am workingholic

A new story have started

2009-01-09T17:06:00.000-08:00

A new story have just started ........

First.... How this two person get know one another ?

Something old fashions ... MIRC ...

they were added one another on MSN ...

after few months they met up at the gal office... when she wants to let him know about the business...

the boy came with his BMW ... a nice one ... but however dunnoe deep down in the gal heart ... why is this guy taking such a long time to park his car ...

he told the gal, in his company he was a 5 figure earner... however when the first time he talked to the gal's bro in law ... the boy dun sound like one .... =x

then they lost contact for about ten months ... during that ten months that gal did tried to find him but fail somehow ...

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5 Jan 2009

the boi finally talked to her on irc again... and called her to checked if the gal still remember him ...

that night that boi go n fetch her at her work place nearby mrt.

the boi drive her to the airport n had supper at poppye ...

they chatted more than b4 ... n the gal felt this guy like somehow interested in her but she kinda blur sotong so she ignore that feeling from her heart ...

they went to east coast park ... at first seated in the car ... the boi try his best to make the gal laught by using mickey mouse toys ....

after that when to the beach ... she love beaches .... (thats where th boi start to hit points if he is after the gal).

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6 jan 2009

the gal brought her younger bro to bugis for shopping with her close friend , lynn (at first the plan)

the boi did ask if can meet after the whole things like 11pm .. the gal agree in the afternoon.

the boi last min also able to join for dinner with her friends ...

somehow they feel that the boi like her somehow.

after dinner the boi go back to office ..

the gal n her friends went play pool after send her younger bro off ...

the gals were talking about guys ..

the gal in this story ... she dunnoe why suddenly is saying " i am waiting for my boi to fetch me later" she was shock after she said that .... =x

then at 11pm plus
the boi came n pick her up ... brought her to some where she always wanted but dun have the chance ... first res. in town ...

there wind was very strong ... after the first day the boi already noe the gal need to have the white jacket (belong to the boi)

somehow the gal enjoy to be with him .. almost every moments ...

she started to think about what the point that let her fall for him ..

1) the guy in the same trade as her ...
able to understand the timing perfectly , the things she went through somehow ...

2) caring

3) able to make her laught

4) feel comfortable

5) something outer he is taller than her ,, haha

6) looks , he noe where he stands =x

finally on the way back the gal ask him: why is him treating her so nice that let her feel that she will misunderstand ....

the guy answer : why cant i treat u nice ... then the guy also kept saying dun ani how think made the gal felt even mor puzzle ... (n e boi kept asking her out on vday...)

after that the guy confirm want her as gf ....

the boi name is da mickey . the gal name is da minnie . on car there is one small mickey ...

the guy had put the gal in his goal for 2009 =x . n things that he wanted to do with the gal some had completed =)

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7 jan 2009

da mickey promise to bring da minnie to driving center to regester for her adv theory.

that day da minnie knows she had fall for this da mickey already ... love him deeper each time they spend together ..

da mickey' dad will be her driving instructor ...

o the way back ...da minnie had made up her mind to be with him .. so she told him that she accepted him on his car ... =x

that night they went to sentosa n find small minnie ... which alot of places cant be found ...
they had their sweet moments at sentosa =))

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8 jan 2009

da mickey go tell the whole world of his that he found his da minnie already ...

Da minnie waited at her office at aljunied for da mickey to fetch her .

they went marina sq for bowling session ...

something werid happened .. haha

one of the game left one last bottle ... then minnie said " if i hit this last bottle , means that in future i will marry him" she hit it n gt spare for that game.

and da mickey do a lot of small little things that let minnie feel so sweet haha ...

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9 jan 2009

minne cos of mickey run away from lesson =x .

n asked to join mickey friends for movie ... she felt super werid to be there ...

n she start to feel she is worry to lost this dear dear ... ut dunnoe how to tell dear dear ...

but everythings still ok ...

n minnie get use to hold mickey hand to slp =x ...

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actually onli few days times but both had the same feeling as if they were together for months or yrs already ...

n today 10 jan 2009 .. minnie need to meet mickey's mom ... =S worry like hell =x dunnoe why ...

2009-01-05T18:19:00.000-08:00

Today!!!!!!! mom scolded my maid due to she is rude somehow.

then she told me if she is not happy with my job she will slap me .

deep down in my heart since when she beat gt reasons ?

but if she dares to beat me again. i will just quit this job i dun care about her any more.

She said before once leave this company dun ever come back again.

I come back is due to my dad.

Now . i dun wan end my life due to my mom.

2008-12-21T18:17:00.000-08:00

This photo was found by one of my friend on my old blog .

Causes me miss him even more .

Someone said let him go in my heart .

Someone said: maybe i want someone really loves me . thats him but will find a better one .

Someone said: i just wan to be love.

But deep down i my heart is i miss his hugs, his jokes , his gentle to me , his care n of cos our darling make me miss him even more ...

Maybe i will return it to him. of cos i love my darling too .. he is so cute .. but my parents really dun like him . heart broken.

i will try my best to keep as long as i can as dandan's mom dun like also ...

Lucky my cell members dun really read my blog haha ...

most important was he gave me this pic after we broke up .. funny right .. haiz ...

Do i still love him ? After he hurt me ?

2008-12-09T19:55:00.000-08:00

oh no

i still miss dan dan ... why ?

i must let him go !!!

my onli bf for this yr !!!

that i love like crazy !! mad woman ..

i noe he wun read my blog ani more yeah !!!

n what had happen to me is something he wun accept ..

so no use waiting for him to patch back ba ....

haha ...

Dun even noe why i love him so long ... kill myself lol of cos not

2008-12-09T19:45:00.000-08:00

haha ..

i noe myself too well ..

always like to fall for someone else ...

but to prevent getting hurts

i will fall for someone , we cant be together =)

so confirm he wun noe. if noe he also noe we onli can be friends =)

thats someone from my office .. haha ..

i dun even noe who is he really were .. just noe he is hardworking n cute at times ba ...

when i saw him i will be very shy ... i dunnoe why ...

maybe let him saw my ugly pic ba lol ...

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one sunday kana bully by mxxxxx ...

i told ice n he dame piss off .. lucky they dun see my blog .. wohaha ...

but at least i noe mxxxxx dun treat me as friends

ice treasure me like hell as his mei mei .. i feel so happy =)

2008-10-20T23:30:00.000-07:00

haha

last sat outing his gf came along ..

is a nice gal ...

hmmm it make me easier to let him go ..

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n someone so call came into my life ..

not fall for him just he is willing to take care of me at this kind of time of mine ..

sometimes we like trying to match make ourselves which make me feel werid ..

but if by listing of stuffs

we should be click n make almost a prefect match ..

but he is not a child of chirst but he is willing to come to church with me when he is free =)

however still ..

i dun love him nor like him like what is for ju

Hmm believe this love the most still Daniel ...

Ani one can let me love him more than i love Dandan ?

2008-10-12T23:14:00.000-07:00

One week ago ...

My heart still yearing for love from him.

But now i noe i had to let go of him ...

Dun noe how .. but try ba ...

Since he not Child of Chirst ...

Heart broken into even more tini pcs when i saw the photos of he n his new gf ...

Kinda blame myself why this time round i wait to noe him longer then tell him ..

As thats not what i normally do ...

BUt nvm ...

I had lost my confiedent ...

2008-10-02T05:29:00.000-07:00

I am jealous

Both my close buddies display picture's were with the same gal.

Suddenly a samll little remarked made by them flashes in my mind.

" If one day, a gal preetier than you and treat us as gd as you do. We will of cos make friends with her."

Since the day, they got busy.

They somehow forgotten me.

Whenever i called them out, they were always with that gal.

I am left alone at home.

I miss them so much.

Yet they always not free for me.

Why ?

Is it true about that remark?

Is it due to that gal i lost my close buddies???

My heart aching badly right at this time.

I am lost...

WHO IS MY FRIENDS ?

I KNOW I STILL HAVE SHANE & JAYME .

But who else can i really trust truthly ...

I know now i have a group of friends ...

However its does not mean it can be replaced.

Each and everyone make a different in my life...

The one make the greatest impact soon will be leaving me... Silence...

2008-09-22T18:21:00.000-07:00

I misses someone badly, i don't know why.

Just got to know him.

However on the first meeting, i felt like talking to him but he too tired to chat much and he also shy little boi =x . hehe

I told myself maybe i just enjoy teasing him thats all.

But i also enjoy when he replies me ... His eyes catches my hearts =x .

Hmmm ...

Will i tell him .. Never ...

I finally have close buddies almost like Ck , Andrew , Shane they all ...

Why should i spoil it?

i dun wan to loss them ...

my parents dun love me ... somehow they just get me to help them as no one else wanna help them.

I need support from them truthly =)

No matter how hard for me to catch with them, i will try my best .

2008-09-21T20:30:00.000-07:00

Hmm

Today isnt a gd start for me. All the unhappy stuffs happened, my mom again put the blame on me. When they things happened i was out at somewhere else having meeting for her.

Feel like crying again.

Miss cry baby back again.

When my ego is so high that i dun noe how to share n share with who.

i wan someone be there for me. and i noe myself well that i may not be there for that someone when he needs me. thats why i still singke haha .. n i still bottle up to myself again.

Feels strongly to hurt myself again but nvm..

2008-09-16T01:06:00.000-07:00

Just now received a news from my bro in law..

Lehma brothers (one of the big banks in USA) has filed for bankruptcy protection. Its had 158 years old of investment bank history.
One of the big institution in US. Merrill lynch Sold to bank of America. One of the pillars of Wall Street. 26k n 6ok employees respectively may be lay off.
AIG parents company of AIA and Citibank all in trouble.

When told my mom , she was somehow sad n worry.

As my mom noe the director of Citibank .
Once were so close but due to works n seldom have connetion with them.
But this still affect her like .
How can a bank facethis kind of problem n is like someone she noes ..
i feel sad too as i saw them once or twice when i was young.

They had a very big n nice house in Singapore (thats why we got to noe them due to stufss in their house bought from us hehe.) =x

Time will never be Gd .. haiz ..
saded

2008-08-25T02:04:00.000-07:00

Moring when for cell group meeting.
I was late as usual =x.
A few new members were there, so we got to re-intro ourself again. Alot of us actually love Japanese foods. Thats whats gonna happened for next cell outing ..(hehe with evil smile)
Most of the army guys didnt turn up due to the half army marathon ...
One of the guys turn up he which we were tryingto said he is not fit enough to be in the race haha =x . But just joking matters ...

Thats my ex, Daniel.
Sometimes really wish we are able to get back together. However deep down in my heart i cant let go what happen on that day.
He asked me to go over his house.
He started hugging me wheres is something we love more ... Hugging one another to slp.

At night . he msg me that he met me just because of lust . Its not love to hugs me.
I was totally broken down n started crying .
As i tot maybe there still a chance to wait for him to be back to me. BUt i was super wrong, wrong until a extend that i cant believe myself.
Thats when i told myself i will let him go no matter what.

So one week later my friend that i knew for years asked me to be his gf i agree.
Just to make Dainel angry . i know thats was stupid but i jsut cant help it.

When i slowly started to like that guy , he started to gave me cold shoulder.
Then i found out he didnt even whats love.
then i choice to let go too.

This two guys had made me lost faith in guys even more than before .

until now i still think i onli love daniel , while i with my friend.
So i dun really think i had been attached since the day i broke off with Dainel.

But right now at this moment , i am happy to say Daniel onli is my close friends n no more B.G love.
I have enough of pain in me, i shall just let God plan for me =) .

2008-08-25T01:41:00.000-07:00

Just now while surfing net.
I came to someone blog.
Its was with fluent english, at least better than mine.
The posting she made was a sad story.
I started to find out out more, who is this gal. Everything just sound so familiar yet so stranges.

She is someone had misunderstand me.
One of her ex bf was my friends, I knew him since sec sch due to he taught me science for N Level exam. We were once almost became couple but i cant stand his temper towards my friends.

All those misunderstanding ...
Her ex meet me up while she gone oversea.
That very day . I tot its just normal dinner session with a long lost friends.
When he send me home, he pit me to the corner of the wall at my blk.
Started to kiss me and all... my first re-action is to free myself...
I push him away. and scold him.. then i ran off.

I was so scared that day.
i dun love him any more . n he gt gf . how can i flirt with him.
All i want is friendship not this kind of lust.
Disappointment deep down in my heart.

i told one of our common friend.. for help.
but i didnt know he used this things to backstab one another ...

we used to be close friends, the three of us...
now everything had gone .
Is it my fault ? i dun noe.

the guy told that gal what her ex did to me.
the gal tot that i wanted to be the third partie..
but i just dun care about her as i noe i did nothing wrong ...

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Am i a gal that guys like to take advantage on me?
i try to push them away.
but the strength is much more stronger than me.
i cant scream...
he had stop me from doing so.
i am scared ... i want my friends back but not this way...

should i just let go this kind of relationship... or did i give a wrong impression about myself that i am a bad gal that everyone can take my adv. to kiss me n dump me whenever they want?
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they made me lost faith and trust to guys.

God . pls stay with me and get them away from me.. pls ...

i just wan someone truthly love me and be with me forever.

is it so hard to ask for ?

i noe i am lonely but no choice.. i am ugly ...

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hehe ...

i misss my friends ...

Colin kor
Sherwin Kor
Shadow Kor
Mervin Kor
Shane Kor
Charlie Kor
Alex Kor
Ivan Kor

Haha all my kors gt gd point for me to love them so much ...

Ck Daddy n Andrew Mommy

Fion Lao po i miss a lot ..
Kevin lao po also
Jerlyn lao po
Kate Lao po
ivan xiao lao po ..
haha ..

my another sec sch lao po Lynn lor ...

lucky in my office well dote by all GOD daddy n mommy n korsss n jiess